Dear Humanity,

xoxo, Nessar
ps. 2011, i love you.

"Always seek out the seed of triumph in every adversity." - Og Mandino

(first few moments of 2011)

i had these developed weeks ago, but finally found some downtime to scan em all onto this piece of crap robot i call my laptop. i need rice. pronto! excuse that random outburst of food want''s, and this pointless effort to explain myself, but i always type what im thinking. and don't really care to backspace it into something, i dont know, more than incompetent? i'm lacking in creativity, despite my 3am sketch sessions, and my therapeutic writes to myself before i sleep almost every night, it seems no match to my ghoul mode. i need inspiration, not just for my own satisfaction, but .. well yes, mostly for my own satisfaction lol. beside's having an insanity block, and actually acting like a civilized 17 year old girl! im doing fan-fu**ing-tastic! and i get my tshirt sample (from this post) in 7-10 working day's! along with my new dslr camera in 3-4 working days! getting excited xoxoxoxo

04.10

(Day dreaming and Im thinkin' of you)

picture is me being 16, seems like yonkers ago but it wasn't .. i just exaggerate my age too much

but on a lovely note:

♥ everything's going ever so well ..

Mer du Japon (The Teenagers Remix)

The rest of the picture's from Week 2's preview. I cannot friggen stress how much i adore this lady! from, free bus trips and trying to decode strange african guys pick up lines, to taking her boyfriends car on a 5 hour joy ride, whilst being thoroughly disappointed in Mc Donald's lack of menu (thanks alot flood's, you were cute! until you messed with Maccaz!) to conversation's and conspiracy's to just chilling in my messy ass room bumping Tinie Tempah and Blu & exile. Chin Chen day in a nutshell. xoxo - also, excuse my fugly face in the bottom picture, i actually loved being spun around regardless of my skirt flying almost above my head. not even exaggerating! .. of coarse im exaggerating, but you know what i mean ..