there's nothing left to say, don't waste another day

title via Grayson's excessive need to reside jay seans - do you remember to me, with his nine year old self and steezy ass phone.i have almost a compulsive tendency to over book myself, with social events, studying, working almost anything. i just agree to things almost instantly. this weekend i canceled friday night and saturday morning plans to go attend a seventh birthday party, of which i much rather over the more age "appropriate" occasions someone of my adolescence should be crazed about thank you very much. homemade cakes, adorable children, playgrounds (particularly swings, im a fucking swing junkie for real, anyone who knows me personally can confirm that) pretty colours and the end of the party goodies bag you almost must receive. (even though i wasn't suppose to leave with one, because im too "big" for those kinds of thing's lol) im obsessed with observing children's minds, i love seeing what they take seriously, and what they dont fuss about, how they solve a problem, and how quickly they give up. its all so relevant to me.

anyhow, comment a happy birthday to my prettyhead!