1:41am

WEBCAM PICTURES BEFORE I SLEEP! im sorry, what do you expect me to do with tired eyes, messy hair, and a taunting of blogging irrelevance in mind. apologies for lack of post's, i've had several eventful evenings with all the same problem of having a shitty delete-all-my-pictures-because-i-have-a-mind-of-my-own-and-i-just-love-to-f!@k-with-nessar-all-the-time-when-it-counts-the-most type camera. proper post later slut's. get to bed! xo

lets mate in the '08

edit: ok so i guess most of youse didn't understand the title relevance lol these pictures were taken in 2008. which will explain probably everything you were going to ask about them aha.

seriously anthony you dirty ass mexican, the shit i did for you!

THIS TIME LASTYEAR i was making anthony study break video's in trades for digimon episodes, haha. i swear im so creepy in these things, but he loved them. i dont know what happened to videos 3-5, i must of uploaded them on a diffrent host site or something, but i found these two and felt they needed to be documented, so i can watch them again next year and feel even more ridiculous. i did a lil mess around photo session with the main man taylor the othernight, chinese new year inspired, post once i receive but until then, sydney this weekend! xo - you dont actually have to watch those video's, infact i suggest you don't, meerly posting as a bookmark for future years to recap.

in true lovers fashion

HAPPY VALENTINES/ SINGLE AWARENESS DAY LOVE KITTENS! weather your basking in your own depression or demonstrating the epitome of romance, i do hope your spending it well. my valentines day has consisted of a chocolate candy diet, classic love films circa 1940 - 1970, phone tennis and helium balloons. all wrapped up in 30+ degree heat. i think that's pretty dope seeing as how i shouldn't even be celebrating with my available ass. sunday doggy stroll, international phone call, and a maxxie play date up next. quick playlist of just so few of my favourite pretty love songs, excuse it being so messy with its mixed genre's and shit. lovers get lost! xo.
edit: woops kids so bag lady - erykah badu isnt a love song, i was suppose to put love of my life on but i guess i clicked the wrong song, and i actually cant be f^&ked fixing it.

new pup

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. the newest edition to our family, a wolf dog! haha no but seriously, how much does this gorgeous creature look like a wolf, please excuse its totally adused-like collar, she snapped hers almost as soon as she arrived to our house, was mad excited i guess? lol oh yeah, and also excuse the whole un-tended to backyard, actually just excuse the whole surroundings lmfao. shes beautiful right! but its valentines day tomorow love kittens! get crazy ;) xoxo!

there's nothing left to say, don't waste another day

title via Grayson's excessive need to reside jay seans - do you remember to me, with his nine year old self and steezy ass phone.i have almost a compulsive tendency to over book myself, with social events, studying, working almost anything. i just agree to things almost instantly. this weekend i canceled friday night and saturday morning plans to go attend a seventh birthday party, of which i much rather over the more age "appropriate" occasions someone of my adolescence should be crazed about thank you very much. homemade cakes, adorable children, playgrounds (particularly swings, im a fucking swing junkie for real, anyone who knows me personally can confirm that) pretty colours and the end of the party goodies bag you almost must receive. (even though i wasn't suppose to leave with one, because im too "big" for those kinds of thing's lol) im obsessed with observing children's minds, i love seeing what they take seriously, and what they dont fuss about, how they solve a problem, and how quickly they give up. its all so relevant to me.

anyhow, comment a happy birthday to my prettyhead!

im writting you to catch you up on places i've been, you have this letter, finally got excited, but there's nothing else inside

i received this little number, meerly minutes ago. from one of my younger sister's residing in new zealand. pleasant surprises at its finest. her words of conspiracy, conceitedness, current events and enthusiam and mostly pure randomness enforces the ability of immediate yearning. everything is perfected imperfectly. just the way i love it. and i just had to document this. xo

summer kisses, winter tears thats what she gave to me

(Photo Credit: Kristine)

WHATS CRACKING PEEPS. the week just passed was way swell. it was my big sister's birthday! and then two days later i turned 17, finally. so now i can feel less guilty with only lieing about my age by one year now haha, personally i hate making a big deal about my birthday, pretty much a reminder that the clock is ticking in my opinion, so i try to keep celebrations to an intimate minimum. so thousands of calories and plenty gifts later im one year closer to legal privledges. (though, its not something im in crazy desire of) spent pretty much majority of my week in everyone elses personal dramas, and with my get the fuck over it attitude alot of unresolved issues. i went to kenny's party friday night, which im convinced was a disguise event to trick me into stepping right into a crowd of "friends" determined to explode birthday punches on my poor little left arm :(. then saturday celebrated waitangi day with the family. sadly, i lent all three of my camera's out this passed weekend, so photo documentation was not taken. my beloved bestfriend also flew his neglective ass back down to sydney this saturday for another 3 weeks. oh the joy of emotional independence! im growing more fond of this summer weather, embracing its natural heat of comfort and popsicles on the hour.

these photo's are months old, but on a night of boredom, me and my key chain sharpie did get a little too acquainted with these flicks. plus it seems almost obsessive compulsive the way i feel the need to put pictures on every post. a few projects coming, that ill keep on the down low before they're certainty is well, certain haha. and also, i made a formspring.me account, which you can go to ---> here. for fitting in purposes haha hope your all well pretty kids xo