(picture's to distract the seriousness of my mood tonight, but documenting at least a slither of thought's is almost entirely necessary, note to self: don't fuck up. note to persons reading: don't try to get this, just smile and nodd)
right now. 2 words.
BRO. WHATTHEFUCK.
and yes, whatthefuck is one word now, thats how serious this shit got.